I Hated My Life And Hid Behind A Mask

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I was depressed & insecure. I wasn’t living my Truth. I could never imagine making a post like this to you. I stuttered for the first 20 years of my life. I was self-medicating just to get through the day. Drinking every weekend to blackout, mixing hardcore drugs & snorting all types of shit that should have killed me. I didn’t want to live & I could not cope with reality.

Deep down inside, I was in a lot of pain.

I had a traumatic childhood.

I used drugs & alcohol to numb myself.

In 2006 I woke up.

I had a near-death experience that put me in a coma for 7 days.

I remember like it was yesterday.

Moments before I took my last breath.

I remember the doctor looking down on me & he said,

“You’re not going to make it.”

What did I think about?

I thought about the people that I loved.

In those last moments, these questions flooded my mind.

Did I express my Love to them?

Was going to burden them with my death?

Was I going to let them down?

Did I share my Truth?

That echoed in my mind over & over as my entire life flashed before my eyes.

It felt like seconds but I was in a coma for a week!

Thankfully the doctors brought me back to consciousness.

They told me that I flat lined.

And that I miraculously came back to life!

I felt like I was given a second chance,

because if I died that day,

I would have died with my Truth still in me.

Born on this day,

dead on that day.

Did nothing with his life.

When I left the hospital,

I said with CONVICTION,

“I’m going to change my Life!

I’m going to change the World!

I’m devoting my life to Helping People!

I’m going to leave a Legacy!”

I started educating myself.

I got rid of my toxic friends & toxic habits.

I started surrounding myself with people that that were kind, loving & giving.

I quit my 9-5 job.

I started a business.

Over time I acquired skills,

I learned sales & marketing.

I Discovered my Superpower & I started serving people at a higher level.

I became a self made millionaire.

I felt fulfilled for the first time in my life!

Not because of the money,

but because stayed true to my vision
& was able to turn my Life around!

I started sharing my Truth to inspire others,

like I did on this post.

I never share to show off,

but it’s to show YOU

that you could do the same.

It doesn’t matter bad things get

you are Always 1 decision away

from totally different life.

You have no idea how many lives you could change when you Fully Live Your Truth.

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